21 years of my life

So I'm finally 21, the age of legally drinking in America, the age where people in Australia consider as being mature. I am an adult now lol

I feel very good these day. I had around 117 wishes on my Facebook wall. I feel more blessed than ever. For many times, I fall into the loneliness of myself. I feel pushed down to the bottom of the bottomless sadness, and I just couldn't escape the feeling, it's really horrible.

Thank you everyone for passing by and say Happy Birthday to me. It really means a lot, seriously.

Looking back of my 21 years in the past, I found many stuffs I wish I could change. But I guess going back means no meaning. It's only the future I can change, what's coming ahead I can control.

21 years have passed. How many years more to come before I stop breathing, I don't know. But I know I just gotta be the best of me and make the best out of this life.

Thank you all,

xoxo

Rita